I'm 49 years old I'm a veteran and an ex offshore oil field worker. I've lived my whole life trying to be the person that other people see when they look at me. I have ADHD and I really think I might be autistic. I'm completely alone and have been for years now. I'm not looking for a relationship or any kind of hookup. So if you can wrap your head around my situation and you feel like talking with me, I would appreciate it.