5'10 and slender, I've always been a too-pretty male, with longish dark hair, big eyes with long lashes, full lips, smooth skin, some gynecomastia and thick thighs/bottom (so embarrassing). I've dated women until now but fantasize about men some when I dress and chat these days. No one knows I dress. I love: Silky sundresses, leotards, leggings, hose, heels, and pretty bras. Little black dresses, miniskirts, formal gowns. Butterfly shorts and women's jeans. Cheer uniforms, bunny outfits, tennis skirts. And encouragement to go deeper into this secret feminine side I've repressed so long.