Update, I've been hovering at 170 last few weeks.  I notice definite loss of tummy fat, and an increased lightness of being.  I feel better about myself.  Someone asked about my BMI; I had to look up that's it's Body Mass Indicator - a s...Read More

I've, for a very long time, studied and transcribed, basically, straight ahead jazz saxophonists, like Sonny Stitt and Coltrane.  I've been trying to listen outside my "box" for a few years.  Thought this was beautiful.   http://www...Read More

Still on my quest to go out fully dressed, bought a new purse the other day thinking I need all the accessories to pull this off!  Now I just need a few more 'casual' outfits and I'll be set.  Still need to find the time to work on my make-up...Read More

Busy taking pills and massaging to get my breasts growing again. I hope to add another inch to my bust and that will hit my genetic limit. I'll go bra and wig shopping in May and post some new pictures.Read More

Ocasionally girls will tell me that I am living their dream, some times a dream should stay a dream, because when it becomes real, then all that is left is real life in all its beauty as well as the harshness of reality.Read More

Rolling Thunder (Shoshone Invocation) Lyrics: Rolling ThunderMusic: [Hart]A spoken introduction to Mickey Hart's first solo LP, with minimal instrumental accompaniment. To the east, where the sun riseTo the north, where the cold comes fromT...Read More

These people/this person, and entities like them are responsible for crimes against humanity here and around the world.  Scott Lively, Abiding Truth Ministries, Focus on Family, FRC need to go. (In my opinion) This is a great start. "Sexual Minori...Read More

Quiet day, sunshine, nice, no rush or drag to head to work.  Subtle smile; relaxing joy.  What's it say about my mood to have Elton John's "Your Song" playing in my head?  "It's a little bit funny, these things i do...."   Morning ...Read More

The world stands out on either side No wider than the heart is wide; Above the world is stretched the sky, -- No higher than the soul is high. The heart can push the sea and land Farther away on either hand; The soul can split the sky in two, An...Read More

I have started an acvice column. Come visit Auntie's Bad Ddvice For Bad T-girls at http://social.tgirlnet.com/connierotten/ See you there it will be fun.Read More

well it's 3:15 am, i can't sleep. i tried to log on to the free chat, but it says "authentication failed". don't know if it's a sign i've been booted, or if an app is failing on me. doesn't really matter right now anyway except that when sleep is lacki...Read More

  In the past few months my courage has grown. I have come out to 4 people since October. The biggest reveal was my mother. I was pretty surprised by her accepting reaction but then again I really shouldn't be. Moms are the best! She understood an...Read More

If you have the time, I thought this was worth viewing..   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKpxPo-lInk&feature=player_detailpageRead More

hello again me. well let's see what i accomplished today. woke up at 3:40 AM, took a shower and walked most of the way to work. nothing much happened out of the ordinary at work. just putting things in their place. the job is not much, but it pays the...Read More

so i did not do much today except go the the dump and left some old military uniforms at the thrift store. i was drinking some shots of everclear with grapefruit juice and beer through out the day and had 4 slices of pizza, which i ate with my brother,...Read More

Birthday today, and. 5 and 1/2 months left until gender reassignment surgery. I've been on a wonderful journey of discovery of my true self which started in the spring of 2007. I remember when I told my sister, my friends, my coworkers, my mom. I remem...Read More

As our civil liberties continue to erode: Patriot Act extension, Authorization for Use of Military Force, The FISA Amendment Act, allowing warrantless wiretapping and retroactive immunity to carriers, and now provisions in Subtitle D of the NDAA 2012, ...Read More

I will be moving to Ohio on February 24th. My job in Milwaukee, Wisconsin at Kohl's corporate office is going to allow me to work from home. (Columbus, Ohio). I will still need to be in Milwaukee once in awhile, but most of my work will be done from ...Read More

I often wonder wy the wold is full of meanness, restrictions, and can'ts. Why can't a boy wear a pretty dress? Why can't everyone want to feel pretty if they want to?Why is it wrong if I love heels? Why can't a boy dream of being a bride? Why does soci...Read More

wishing everybody a happy valentines day much love and kisses to all xooxoxoRead More

Had some free girl time today so I experimented with makeup. Mascara is really easy to use for making longer eyelashes. I'll have to go shopping eventually for eyeliner and eyeshadow since the colors on hand aren't right for me.Read More

What do you do, when you recognize that the details of your life aren't all that bad, but you're unhappy anyway?   What do you do when you just plain can't see any good way to change? What do you do when you look at each coming week with dread? ...Read More

High Heels ibecame a topic that ranges from being a menace to some right through the scale to being a fetish for some. I think everyone lies somewhere on that scale and there are a lot of factors influencing peoples views regarding it. Some GG's love i...Read More

As my adventures progress, i have been more and more interested to experience longer times as Dianne apart from the usual 3 or 4 days. Recently I had the opportunity to spend a whole week enfemme and it was such a wonderfull experience, I did it again ...Read More