Yes, that's right, I discreetly gather the prettiest clothing I can
find, through various surrepticious methods, then when I'm alone I like to sneakily get out the lovely lacy things, the pretty skirts and dresses, high-heeled shoes, the wig and makeup, and become the sexy secretary, dressed smartly and almost conservatively on the outside, but with the frills and satin and garters, ready inside to entice, and I slowly put them on, then I'm fully dressed and feeling so feminine
and so deliciously taboo and naughty.

And I keep thinking how much fun it would be to play a scene of some sort, with a couple or individual, me the naughty, naughty miss. Or bad boy caught in his dirty hobby.

I'm 60-something, slim, with a vivid imagination. This has little to do with all that SM sub/dom stuff. It's disciplinary fantasy, and I don't see myself as easily submitting at all. More of a tease, defiant, but through the process finally realizing the need and propriety of discipline.