As the headline says, I’m trying to figure some things out. I’m happily married, and my wife is aware to an extent of my desire to dress and be feminine. We’ve played around with it a little, mainly in the bedroom. But there is this ever burning desire to really embrace my feminine side and let it shine outside of the bedroom. I don’t think she fully understands this as I haven’t really talked about it much with her, as I worry about her thoughts on it, how it would affect our relationship. I really like guys as well, another thing she is very aware of and has even talked about the idea of getting another guy involved in play with me. Which excites me but again concerns me as to what it all would mean. I’m just trying to make sense of everything and find who I am truly meant to be, and let that side of me shine at its fullest.