Real life. Real relationship. They are challenging. You want one, but when you get one, you can't stand it. Or, you love it and you love it more, but it doesn't work. Or, you love it and you hate it and it drives you batty. I listened to a great 20 mi...Read More

I can appreciate more than ever unconditional love. I used to think it didn't exist; we all have conditions, right. But when I discovered B, who sees me as I am and loves me anyway, I can't help but marvel at the good fortune. For such a love is rare. ...Read More

There’s stealth, then deep stealth. There may be an even deeper level. So effective these are, a new term for this kind of transwomen has become vogue: "Trap”   Transwomen running stealth or deep stealth sometimes (I hear) struggle ...Read More

Just a note that im back from my week in sunny florida and back to work,,,                Read More

I believe all life experiences teach us. Everything that happens to me is good. The human world challenges this perspective. Yet I persist. Why? Only humans view things as “good” or “bad”. All other living things deal with shit...Read More

Just want to thank all the nice girls both members and friends who have viewed my profile recently.Read More

In my first post I laid out three points a transwoman shared.  She helped me understand why I might have trouble meeting quality transwomen. These points she suggested would thwart my desire to settle down with a trans woman. Colloquialisms aside...Read More

Dating, love and choices I have lived "out loud" about my natural attraction to transgender women for the last 15 years. Sometimes, my friends ask what my attraction is about? What is it about transwomen that attracts you, they ask. I've done a lot o...Read More

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I have been cross dressing since I was about 7.  The feeling of pantyhose and slips was my first exposure.  Next was a pair of heels and then my sister's purple one piece swimming suit. I've gone through purges and denial, but ME keeps comin...Read More

Hey, sorry it's been a while since I have updated this journal.  I had a very tough 2013.  I had 5 different mailing addresses, got family upset with me eve though I was paying rent and have lived in 3 different states and 2 time zones last y...Read More

This is for people who love - but sometimes hate - their computer!     For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on.      At a recent computer expo (...Read More

Special thanks to flyndamx, Emily, and Kat 2000 for helping me shop. Last night I was up until the wee hours shopping online. Turns out, once you get serious about actually BUYING stuff, this whole girl thing becomes like smoking crack (as close as I ...Read More

So I recently started electrolysis and am realizing that hair removal alone is waaaaaaay more expensive than I ever imagined. I'm trying to figure out how I'll ever be able to afford all the other procedures/operations that i'll need to be the woman I'...Read More

I just started having some of my facial hair removed. It would be great if I wouldn,t have so much of a 5o,clock shadow or maybe not have to shave. It seems like it might take 3 passes over each area spread out over several months.Read More

To one and all , I have free time during the week days and would love to have a friend at least to meet with and be a friend and if a certain chemistry happens so be it. Most of the girls in the KC area can get away at night but my schedule only works ...Read More

Hi girl friends would like to host a girls night at my home. If there are anyone interested please contact. Cheers  Missie Up date 2 May 2014 Recently was looking at CD in The UK. Found web site Boston Bell in the UK. There mission statment ...Read More

I've been a member on here for around 3 years and in the time I've probably changed my profile pic 1/2 dozen or so times without any issue, unlike some of my toublemaker friends, wink. I thought it was about time I changed it again so I uploaded a ne...Read More

Well, back after a long hiatus, and well, feeling abit unloved. A birthday passed, and it was just another day...I need love >_Read More

If anyone enjoys this game please say hi. I have been playing over 5 years and all my toon's are Gnomes. I love the World of Warcraft Gnomes. First time I saw one I knew that is what I wanted to play. Have only played Gnomes ever since. "I apologize...Read More

I thought this might be a better idea rather than just adding dates and comments at the end of my profile. This is what a journal is for I think. My NBE (Natural Breast Enhancement) journey with pueraria mirifica and breast suction continues to go v...Read More

OK, so it is happening. The lease for a new apartment has been signed. The keys to my old place handed back to my landlord. She is packing as I am unpacking. I guess this is really happening.  I know there is a little bit of nerves as I think abo...Read More

Someone asked me some details on my "comming out" and aceptance from ym girl. I thought about it and tried to pen some words. Yes, I have come out to my girlfriend, but that is a term  I hate, I shared something with her, something of me. I allow...Read More

I have been thinking lately about hosting a small get together for those ladies and respectful admirers in the Northern Virginia area who are interested in socializing in a nice safe setting. I am open to having up to 12 to 20 guests at my house to jus...Read More