Perfect for a long loving relationship with a man who is willing to give his best for me as I will do anything for him

I am a mature crossdresser looking for friends.

I am a life long M2F transgender person. I began dressing at age 8. I dressed on and off as a kid and teenager. My TG feelings became very intense at about age 43 and I began dressing fully. My first makeover was an amazing experience. Today, I have a full wardrobe and dress fully. I'm a real girdle girl. I have attended several TG conferences and learned a lot. I prefer to chat in private here, please say hello if you read my profile.

I should say up front that I am not attracted to men, which may not be super popular, but it just is how it is. I think now is the time to update my profile so that it might be more helpful to others with pathways that are similar to mine and are struggling to get answers about themselves. And I am going to use my own story as a transwoman as the reference point for my description because it is easier to do than to try to make it cover all scenarios, but you can translate it to your own situation, I am sure. The typical narrative that we hear for transwomen is one in which they have always known they were "in the wrong body", that they liked to play with the toys and dress in the clothes stereotypically associated with girls, and they always felt like they fit in with the girls, but not the boys. And puberty is generally a source of great distress. Of course, this is a totally fine and valid narrative, but it is not the only one that exists. I had none of that. When I was young, I never questioned that I was a boy. My buddies were boys, I did all the things other boys did, and I liked girls. When puberty came, it was later than for most of the kids in my class, but I really wanted it to get underway because girls did not seem interested in the shrimpy boys that did not even have pubic hair. I did have a number of clues pop up during my life that in retrospect were indications that I was trans, such as being fascinated by a sitcom story about a character who went to a high school reunion and ran into an old friend who had transitioned to a woman, and the news story about a girl in a James Bond movie who was trans...I had the vague feeling that I wanted to transition when I encountered those stories, but I quickly forgot about it and moved on in life. There were a bunch of others, but none of them fit what I believed was an indication of anything related to being a transgender person. When I first saw a transwoman on the internet (porn) I was highly attracted to her and was shocked that it was possible for the transition to yield results that were so good. Again, I had the feeling that I wanted to be like her, but it was not powerful. I believed that for any person to go through the tremendous challenges of transitioning to a woman, they would need to have a signal as clear as a billboard on Broadway telling them "You are a woman!!!". I had nothing of the sort. So, I went on to get married, have kids, and live happily for 20 years. Then the "trigger event" occurred. There were changes in the year leading up to it, but I did not understand them. For example, I began to have a persistent fantasy of being kidnapped and forced to transition to a woman and to serve as a prostitute. I also had the attraction to having breasts and used a toy called a "wubble full of snow" as a fake boob that I could stick in my shirt. I hid this from everybody, of course, but it was a powerful desire and I could not get enough of that feeling (though it was not related to sex or masturbation). Then, by chance, I used the FaceApp gender swap function to alter a picture of myself and when I did, it was like being struck by lightning. I could not stop using it all afternoon. The next day, I found that I was highly attracted to my own image, and that did lead to a sexual response, and then I tried to simulate the image in real life by using makeup. That also "worked"; however, after about 4 times, it faded away and I no longer had any significant sexual response to my pictures or any kind of "cross dressing". Unfortunately, the trigger event was a marker for the onset of gender dysphoria, which for me manifested in an unbelievably powerful body envy reaction whenever I saw a woman, even if she was on TV. It eventually led to an unhappiness that I looked as male as I did. This was a debilitating condition that was so disruptive that I could not enjoy going out in public, watching a movie, or just doing anything where I would see a woman (but not my wife, for some reason). I began to fall behind at work and felt like I was drowning. I realized that I was not going to be able to live 30 or 40 more years like that, and I asked for help from my therapist (whom I had started seeing shortly after the trigger event). I looked for other treatments, but the only option other than transition seemed to be cognitive behavior therapy supplemented by SSRIs. That appeared to offer a little progress in coping with the dysphoria over a couple of years, but I needed a fundamental change, not a little progress. I chatted with a bunch of people here and I don't remember coming across any who were just battling the dysphoria and could describe their quality of life as good (I am sure there are some out there, and if so, I would be interested to hear from you!). Those that did transition seemed to be quite happy (at least in what they revealed to me). My head told me transition was not a good idea for me because there was nothing feminine about me, and it would completely flip my life on its ass, a life in which I was happy and had previously had no significant problems. At the same time, there was a part of me that said "do not walk past this opportunity or you will regret it forever." So, after about 15 months of struggling and figuring shit out, I listened to that voice, which is against all of the things my engineering brain was telling me I have been on HRT for about 2 years with a very slow ramp up on my dosage during that time, and I feel great. The estradiol got rid of about 90% of the dysphoria and I felt like my "old" self. I have really struggled with getting comfortable with how I am going to present and what I am going to be like. As I mentioned, I am not very feminine, so I would never really "pass", but I eventually came to realize that I don't necessarily need to pass in order to be happy. I want to look my best, but I am just going to be more comfortable dressed in casual sports clothes than in a dress, happier playing hockey and doing kung fu than going clubbing, and that this is ok. That was a place in which I did not expect to land, but I am glad I did. If this helps anybody, I will be happy. Just know that everybody's story is different, and you do have to figure your own issues out, but you will get to be where you need to be if you listen to your gut and are honest with yourself, I think. Best wishes to you, and do not be afraid to contact me if you would like to chat.

Full-time lady just here to make some friends and chat. Not interested in cyber.

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Hello, I'm Howie, Average looking male, S & P Hair, brown eyes, beard, have always had an attraction to sissies/CDs/TVs/TGs/TSs, hoping to make friends with some gurls here. Looking for that woman who is trapped inside of a man longing to be a woman. I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO FIND THAT 1 SPECIAL GURL. I will not ask you: "What you are wearing?" I don't care what you are wearing. The only thing that matters to me, is the fact THAT YOU DO DRESS! You can be as fem as you want with me, without any shame at all. I will support you in any way that I can and I will always have your back!! If you see me in chat, feel free to PM me. Not a real Dom, DO NOT CALL ME SIR, MASTER or DADDY. Not into CAM, phone, roleplay, degrading or humiliation at all. Looking for good intelligent chat. I'm looking for online friends and a possible online LTR WITH THAT 1 SPECIAL GURL!, NOT LOOKING TO MEET ANYONE IN PERSON AT THIS TIME! Avid New York Mets fan. My ID is Stemyn, which is NY Mets backwards. UCONN Huskies basketball fan of both the mens & womens teams. Love the outdoors, especially hiking and walking. I love to play the card games Cribbage and Set-Back (also known as Pitch). I love challenging mind games like sudoku and the daily word jumble. I love Sci Fi, especially the subject of time travel. I love music, especially 60s oldies, my favs are the British Invasion music and 70s classic rock. My favorite groups are The Moody Blues, Renaissance and Al Stewart. Favorite TV shows are Blue Bloods, Chicago Fire and Chicago PD. Favorite old Sci Fi TV show was Babylon 5. Love the original B&W Twilight Zone. Favorite movies are Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Blazing Saddles and Cheech and Chongs Up In Smoke.

Been a crossdresser for years, looking to finally transition.

Have been exploring my Femme side for almost 7 years now. I am loving every minute of my gurl time. I have the best girlfriend ever, she makes everything we do so sensual, that I am now completely addicted. Not only do we share shoes, but lately she has been letting me borrow some of her Club Dresses for our sensual play. Its absolutely amazing! I am collared to her; and would not have it any other way. I would still love to chat with GG's and other gurls who are married or have a girlfriend that enjoys there dressing. I love exploring my Femme side! I now dress about three times a month, and having a blast with makeup and jewelry. I am a sissy maid in training and my tastes run from slutty to sissy. I have the best girlfriend teaching me and I am feeling better about myself. Looking to make friends with GG's, gurls and sissys from my area. Please drop by my profile and say hi! Sorry not interested in guys. Please don't Private me, if you are looking to sex chat!!!

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Hi...I am s mature, part-time CD. I'm a sultry, submissive, passionate, affectionate, kinky girl. You will find me very femme' and lots of fun. Don't forget to take a look at my FLICKR page. I love intelligent conversation and mindless fun. I make a very good pet...feel right at ease being collared and on a leash. Photos on Flickr http://www.flickr.com/photos/153055224@N05/

Feel free to ask. I'll chat with anyone. Very open about a lot of stuff.

Chilled out guy looking for honest people to chat with and see what happens

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Tall man looking for conversation and friends

just seeing if there is anyone out there like me

Long time closet CD. Love lingerie.

I am a straight crossdresser but interested in romance with an understanding man and in making friends with other cds.

I'm just infactuaid with the male turn in to a beautiful women and idk I would also learn to look and feel the alpha tells me wut he want done

I am 38 years old ( that is not my real age) I have been wishing that i started this way of living an long time ago. I do not consider i am not a male, but finally i have embrace the female side. and i just love it.and i do consider i am Male to Female. I have strong female urges. And I would like to have an transgender girlfriend or Boyfriend. Because i want to move on with the life i have chosen to live. I am tired of living alone. I am j looking for freindship and maybe more? who know what this hold instore for me. Love to all. I would like to have an day time transgender friend and a night time transgender lover.I have come to a point in my life.That i would love to have transgender friends.Transgender M to Female and Felmale to Male,are so special people. Just wish that more people would understand the way i talk and the way i type.

Part time cross dresser trying to figure things out.

Hello and smoochies to you all! I'm now a senor citizen..... but everyone tells me I look much younger. I am a transvestite living in the central nj area. I'm quite comfortable in real world situations and enjoy the theater, movies, dancing and nice quiet dinners. In fact most days I"m out and about in town enjoying my femininity and just being a girl. I'm married and I am not looking for a physical relationship, just friendship. I'm a good conversationalist, fun to be around and very outgoing. I will answer all serious inquiries. Hope to hear from you soon...I'd love to meet you for a nice dinner and a few spins on the dance floor. Hopefully I'll be the one doing the spinning lol. Email me and I can send you some more recent photographs. Have a great day!

Single mom, Transbian, Gemini.

I am a woman trapped in a male body. At age 22 I was ready to start transition. Love for a woman changed these plans for a long time I tried to be the husband, guy, girl. I have finally accepted that I am a woman and have been living as a woman since March 3rd 2011. Since then there have been many changes on how I feel or act. I still take on the character of the husband/employee/... when required. Inside I am always true to my feminine side. I try to live my feminine side as much as possible without negative impact on my social and professional life. Happy to chat with anybody. Sorry but I am not interested in Guy's or an adventure. Update 2013 April I am now officially a woman at home and to family. not FT yet. Hormone therapy is scheduled to start September 2nd My loving wife is sticking with me and we figure this out as we go along Update 2013 July I have come out at work to our CEO there is no problem with me going through this as work. They are fully supportive. Hair removal is starting to show benefits. Update August 19. Changed my name to Claire which will be my first name from now on Update September 16 I have now been on T blockers for 2 weeks and estrogen for 4 day's. 2015 august 4. I am now legally a woman and need to update all my documents 2023 now living in the Zurich are still with my wife and loving my new life I did make some space in here for the upcoming changes.