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hi, this is my profile! I have been a member here since early 2012, possibly earlier and you will note I am no spring chicken. I am Jodie Ann Jones but don’t live as myself full time. Reason; because it would be currently too complicated and practically impossible. That’s for now though. I am not in any closet and everyone who matters to me, know who I am. I am what I term a tgirl. I made a decision not to go on hrt or undergo surgery because it would change me and I would lose my sexuality which remains important. I have decided that being a non op tgirl for me works best. So, what does that make me? Effectively a girl in many ways; feminine definitely, a sissy boy not. I can’t claim to be a ggirl because I am not and can only appreciate how they are by observation. I think the best way to explain how I am is to look at traditional women who appreciated their femininity and could stand up for it and themselves. So, my dream partner; a straight, kind, caring and strong man. A man who loves a woman despite very obvious physical differences. A man who knows how to treat and appreciate a true woman as she knows how to love and appreciate him. So, to you. Why are you here, you will all have your reasons, but this a message to the tgirls here. You know who you are and how you feel but, if you are anything like me, you may well still be fighting it. Don’t, it’s futile and you can’t change yourself. The only way is to accept yourself as you are and work with it as best you can. If possible just be yourself in every day life. Oh, one final thing dressing has nothing to do with being a tgirl or anything else, you are as you are however you are dressed. I dress everyday in a bra and panties with stockings and a suspender belt when it’s cooler but and a big but, then I cross dress in a man’s shirt or top and trousers just to keep my life together. But yes, I do obviously go out as myself fully dressed and made up and have a great time. If you are genuine and have any thoughts or concerns about yourself please chat in the room and pm me. Just ask first, too many lurkers here and I know genuine people chat in the lobby.