A year ago I was Ian, 16 stone with 14-inch biceps, a Captain in the Paras…

DailyMail.co.uk – By Cpat. Jan Hamilton

He was an elite soldier in the Paras and had served in every major conflict for the last 20 years – but Capt Ian Hamilton could not go on living as a man. Twelve months on and after painful surgery, the new Capt Hamilton tells HER extraordinary story…

It’s the Airborne creed – “1000, 2000, 3000, check canopy!” – the litany that Paratroopers shout as they hurl themselves into the void, hoping and praying for the crack of the canopy as their parachute opens to bring them to Earth.

This time, as the chant left my lips, I wasn’t jumping into a war zone with the world’s finest fighting unit.

This time, I wasn’t a Captain in the Parachute Regiment. This time, I wasn’t part of the esprit of Britain’s elite warriors.