Shifting Sexuality and Transsexuals – Sei

I have something of a secret.

While I have stated that I am lesbian, the reality is probably closer to that I was more bisexual than strictly lesbian. The reality is a lot more complex than it might seem.

For many years, I did have some attraction to men. I kept it buried largely due to my own self hatred of being born male coupled with the mental scaring of being molested at the age of eleven. This may or may not be relatively common in the transsexual community. I was told by one therapist that some transsexuals tended to be attracted to women in part because of personal hatreds within themselves. This is not, however, why they were transitioning.